I should have announced this earlier, but I will not be posting UtES chapter 7 to later chapters until two weeks later and so forth, since my midterms have shown up and I am in a majorly critical time. ^^; Damn me for not planning well, as usual. But, I guess it can't be helped, since I'm far from superhuman and I am definitely not even capable of handling extremely complicated, multitask-required situations.
So, yeah...if anyone wants to ask about when it will be posted, chapter 7 is likely to come around the first week of November. And chapter 8 and 9 will follow along as well. The thing is, I am extremely worried about UtES becoming too big of a project (because, damn it, it wasn't supposed to be over 100 pages and all in total =_=), and it might be difficult for me to keep up with the quality of the chapters if I update more than one chapter per time. I don't want to rush a story, no matter how strong the demand is, since panic tends to make my stories not-so-well-written, and I don't want that sort of problem in my writing.
Anyways, I'm thinking about whether or not I should edit some of the earlier chapters a bit, just in case. Though it might be a bit redundant for some, I wish to at least make the story a bit more understandable and less awkward and more natural in flow and atmosphere and setting and all that awesomeness. The thing is, writing one-shots is a very different sort of thing from writing multi-chapters, especially if the multi-chapter is mostly a simple action/adventure story that blossoms into something major, and it is continuously frustrating me that my one-shot skills are deteriorating in ways and that I cannot improve my skill with words unless I practice more somehow. And already, that time is running out.
That and...I have a strong inferiority complex. I need to find the means to grow out of it, but...it's not as easy as it seems. Why I have this complex, I don't completely understand, but I do understand that I always see people who write so much more beautifully, etc. than I do as of yet. ^^; It is a mixture of appreciation and self-inflicted frustration.
Anyways, Primal Red signing out. I will sign back in in two weeks, so...yeah.
Edit: Chapter 7 through 9 will only start to come out in November 14th. My midterms turned out worse than I thought, and I am now battling a serious lack of discipline and an army habits that contributed to my issues from the beginning of this semester. So, before that, I suggest that everyone look elsewhere to find a way to spend their time, because I really can't afford to lose my grades for this semester. :( Damn it...
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