Writing Update 12/22/2011 6:00 PM

In the end, it's always the society that is to blame for the issues that individuals have when they realize they are "too special" for people to accept.

But anyways, I'm going to have to state a few things here. I know that this might seem a bit sudden, but...I'm going to make a few matters apparent in the time that I have, just to not fool my readers of my intentions. This ways, not only will there be less unhappy readers, but I will make sure that the writing I can place out will be well-thought-out and not so weakly done.

1) Under the Endless Sky will be a dark Seinen Deconstruction of the following themes: Mafioso Heroism, Purity and the Ideal Status Quo. Not only will there be a lot of destruction of the ideas that Tsuna is a hero, but purity of girls will be nonexistent in here, mainly because there is no such real thing as purity. There is naivete and innocence, but that exists only when you are a child. And as for the status quo...it's all a perspective flaw. This fanfic is mainly for people to see that it is to force people to THINK, not just admire the TsuHaru pairing. Much of the fanfic will be quite dark and Puella Magi Madoka Magica/Heaven's Feel-like so that the TsuHaru will not come out of nowhere. All pairings come in from logical, believable progress that is gradual, and people will see this.

2) Helene wil be a major deconstruction of the purity myth of girls, especially Kyoko. Not only will I make this one a Tragedy, but it will be a complete destruction of the Tsuna/Kyoko pairing, mainly because it will let my readers see just how bad that pairing can make the world in ways of its irrationality. Not that TsuHaru is the absolute rationale, but...the thing is, Kyoko expects Tsuna to be a perfect Superman hero, and she has no will or intention to take those rose-colored lenses off, so she will be so disappointed with everything, including herself, that she would become self-destructive.

3) Queen of the Underworld is a sister fanfic on Haru's take on Helene. It will also be the only fanfic I will write with an OC/canon character fanfic in the KHRverse, mainly because I think that there are plenty of smart people out in the world in KHR, and that there is a major chance of one of them stealing Haru away from the Vongola family when he notices just how desolate and ignored Haru is. Chances are, he can easily also use Haru for information and all sorts of abilities so that she would be loyal to him instead, mainly because the fact remains that the Vongola family, Tsuna especially, don't care about Haru much. From here, I can see Haru become very dark and manipulative and damn terrifying and...not to mention, extremely furious and full of hatred.

Other than that, I have other updates, but those are for later...and I can't write all of them in here yet. Mainly because I can't memorize them all at once. X.X Damn it all...

Haven't passed away yet, so don't worry. December 11th, 2011, Sunday. 12:40 Noon

Looks like I might have to make that submission on Monday, because my scanner is locked away in the storage and my parents probably won't appreciate me going in there to get it and destroy everything else in there. X.X Damn timing of all this. I should have finished the drawing a week ago, but...the drawing took quite a long time to finish, and several hours for me to get the details down right finally. It's done and all, but...I need to color it and retrace it with some fine copic markers. Damn me and my habit of making things so late.

Anyways, that's the update on what I can draw for TsuHaru for the author of Ambigram, and though I can't guarantee that it will be the best, I can only do my best for it.

In the meantime...I will be posting Chapter 4 up today. It might not be that much, but I hope it will do something to alleviate all the waiting. ^^; Damn it...

Also, I will be informing everyone about a few things. Namely...

1. Sakura and the King for the Fate/Stay Night Heaven's Feel Route. It will be an Action/Adventure/General/Friendship/Humor cross-genre multi-chapter, focusing on how power corrupts and how Sakura copes with having a very strong, crazy ally and a damn powerful capacity to kill people. ^^;

2. Five Years Different and the other new 2786 fanfic are going to be published during the Christmas break. It's too much to handle several writing projects that are multi-chapter and many one-shot or several-shot writing projects altogether AND study for Biomedical Engineering. ^^; Sorry, everyone.

3. I might have to take a break from writing and publishing anything during the School years. I can't afford to let my grades drop anymore, because if I do that the 3.9 GPA (required for me to be considered for a Biomedical Engineer) will be definitely impossible. I can't let that happen.

4. If anyone wants to talk about all of this, please please PLEASE email me at qinshihuang.221bc@gmail.com or IM me on skype (firebloodlady is the name I go by on there). Please, just talk to me so I can make sure I'm doing something right.